I'm Honored :)

• • Some words made me smile today
    
    
    unhoun ne kaha k aap 10 bjay demo k lye aajaien..hum 3 teachers reh gay thay jinahein unhoun ne call ki demo k lye mera time tha 10:30 to 11:30 mein demo k lye haan krnay hii wali thi k.....itni daair mein tmhaara msg agaya....pta nahi kaisay mein ne unh se kaha theak hai mein aaj hi demo doungi....ar soulmate wo msg meri taqat bn gaya jaanti ho uss k 5 mint baad maam praised me..she said attiya u have been selected mjay smjh hi nahi aaie

Ik Gul k murjhany pr kya Gulshan men kuhraam macha. .
Ik chehra kumlha jany sy kitny dil naashaad huye..

Faiz, na hum yusaf na koi yaqub jo hum ko yaad kry
apni kya, kanaan men rhy ya Misr men ja abad huye. . .

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Ik dard kabhi,
ik aah kabhi,
ik sooz kabhi, ik thais kabhi,,

Is khana-e-dill men rozana mehman bdaltey rehtey hain..!

Faiz..

Dard esaa k her ragg men hy mehshar barpaa. . .
Aur sakoon esaa hy k marr janay ko jee chahta hy . . .

Pain . .

. . . Unbearable . . .

In Memory of "Sweetsapna_saba"

My First account I made when i was in B.SC..so many memories were associated with this account. Many accounts , blogger , twitter, Facebook I made with sweetsapna_saba...But now from one year this ID is acting like human being..It was not mine anymore. It left me like other people, started hurting and teasing. I was really shocked when people said that they talked to me with this ID even when I was offline. It wasn't me ,,=( My ID was Hacked, though I didn't lost my password yet someone else was using my account, talking to my contacts .. It was strange for me and for my friends but anyhow I manged my account again I even located that person, when i was changing my password ,I saw another ID in my primary e-mail instead of my Gmail ID. I searched that person and found that ID in orkut but that was a lady. I sent Offline messages via yahoo messenger. He replied after two days, he was talking in a strange way, he said sorry for all he did. I blocked him after some conversation but I never forgive him. still I cant forgive him I d't know who is that person how he stole my password. After months my friend Tayyaba found me on web cam. She asked to me u were on web cam? I said NO. I never used web cam . I d't have any web cam. It was Another shock for me,, I was worrying why its happening , some friends told me this might be an error of messenger or yahoo, No need to be worry. But I knew its all in my fate that like other people, my most precious thing My ID which have saved my happy moments of life, is betraying me.. It was last thing that I terminated with my own hands after tayyaba's call. Yes I TERMINATED my first ID. I killed my first love . 1st AUGUST I deactivated "sweetsapna_saba". Even God himself wanted to close this last door forever. And finally I closed. Good bye sweetsapna_saba