Last Night...:-(
Before writing anything here I wanna say when i wrote title of this post..I mistakenly wrote Nigah instead of Night..It happened with me many times..those things I try to avoid them they again appears and gives pain..similarly some people I avoid them but d't know why they planned to hurt me at any cost???? last night I couldn't sleep I cried alot.. Because i avoided something but that something had planned to destroy or ruin me..and they did it..I asked Allah last night why u created garbage(me)??? but at God's side there was silence...I often experienced this whenever I asked question to all those I loved..Whatever I asked to them my question never satisfied..same case was last night..God didn't answered of even my single Question. I even asked to Allah why ur people hurt me badly???A girl thrown pebbles on my face..????? I avoided her but she never left a chance to hurt me...A girl for whom I killed NIGAH..that girl even didn't consider my this effort..that with Nigah this girl will also die..n i'm dead now..but still she is cursing my dead body...i didn't eat and talk to anybody from last day..I remained in bed all day..hide my face in blanket..n wept all day n night..I deserve it(right now i heard this line from some1 ).. still eyes are full of tears while writing this post.. One thing I said to Lala I can't be expressive..its not in my nature..men sb kuch bazari logo ke tarah bahar latka nhe skti...No one can see what i think..or how much I have divided into pieces...nor I'll allow others to see how much I am in pain..only that person can know about my feeling who will cross the walls that I built around me.........
I made this sketch..;-)
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