Aey raat dhal jaa k tbyat udas hy..

Right now lying in my bed..today was v.painful day..but God showered his blessing(rain) on my city in evening..it was v.beautiful rain..lighting,clouds, n night..i recorded the voice of rain ,clouds roaring, and of wind blowing..yeh sb mje bht acha lgta hy..1thing more i like that z to wear open shoes in summers..but inspite of this likeness i always preferred to wear coat shoes.even when i was in wah i didn't use sendals...except parties always i used the shoes with tassel.Today i went to DUA n i worn off white open shoes.Residents liked that 1st time i used open sandals in DUA.when i was coming back to home..my foot caught by iron rods in van..and by releasing my foot from that broken iron rods i got 3 cuts..also when foot was in that rods..and i was trying to release that my body went imbalance. At that time my hand also hurt with another iron stand.ahhh ami g.everyone of van saw my foot .bleeding was started..I came to home.abu was sleeping and ami was not at home.I offered juma 's namaz and went asleep..after getting up i made lunch for me.when ami entered in home at 4p.m i called her in loud voice...amiiiii. Ami reached to lounge and asked kya hua?i shown her my foot.she got worry and asked yeh kya kiya.i said i did nothng..it happened in van..mom said abu kahan hen tmhry?tmhen lay k q nhe aye? I said he was sleeping and was not picking up my call.mom said beta abi to tmhra bukhar b nhe utra r tm chot lgwa lie..ami ke bat sy yad mje bukhar bhe to aa rha hy kucd din sy..yes i am having fever from one week.today i was better so i went to DUA and brought cuts on my heel..the 1st day when i got fever nobody was at home.only rice was with me.All were went to village..fever came along with vomitings n stomach pain..the day before i ate koftay.that didn't suit me :(.only chicken suits my body. Rest are forbidden for me..at that day when i was with high pain n fever.i even couldnt sit..nobody was coming in mind to whom i can ask to bring medicine.at 11 a.m i phoned to my student Ammara that plz bring medicines for me..nobody at home.and rice is small he cant go to market alone..she went with her father to bazar n brought medicines for me.when she came i was asleep..she came near to me but didnt wake me up..after an hour when i felt some1's presence in my room..I opened my eyes..i saw rice and ammara was looking at me.she smiled n asked ma'am are u ok?her smile taken away all my pain..i forgot fever..she z so caring n sweet.she even can read my thoughts sometimes.she acts in way what i like...i also can read thoughts of others from their conversation..from their behavior...people decieve me.i understand.but i d't show it..i act like other feels that he z successful in deceiving.same happened today.i was decieved but i reamaind quite.i gathered my courage...bolnay sy hota b kya?kici ke nature to nhe bdal skty..and found answers of all my questions.even that person didn't tell me..but at the end one thing was embarrasing me.Allah was looking with furious eyes.and said "ab aaram aa gya" and i could say only this "sorry Allah " : (