I Love You Tayyaba. .

All day passed in weeping hiding my face in a blanket. No beam of light was around. I was unable to see people who are visible,. My family. . .My Allah was around like always..i cried infront of him and asked for mercy. All day i kept asking and He remained silent. He was looking at me I Know he is with me.HE was sitting with me,watching me crying. But i wanted him to say something. I felt headache ,fever, my eyes were burning but my Allah remained silent He didnt say even a single word..Then i saw a little beam of light, coming from my right side, i ignored..but i felt a beautiful voice calling me, i checked a name was shining on my mobile screen,..tayyaba. I was unable to read properly. I thought my senses are decieving me after people. But i was wrong. My senses are still mine..that was tayyaba's call:) a light was in my darkness. How it can be possible , to whom i love, they leave me when i down...? I didnt pick up her call.. She kept calling me, i was feeling if i ll talk to her ill loose my control. I didnt want to make her more worried about me. Ghalti krny waly ko bta to dty hen k ucka qasur kaya hy? A msg came from her side. . . .my eyes again started to cry. .she again called and said i beg u pick up call. . .tayyaba my dear. . .i love u. .i know you got angry . Men mana lo g. .hm dnu hmesha lartay thy na. But today i want to fight with a person whom i talked alot.whom i always said ILOVEU. .my Atti. Nig's atti. Nig's soulmate.wo jo mry kahay bina sb jan jati hy.She got angry today, that why i quit everything? Atti. . .koi apna ghar chup chap kb chorta hy?? Tab na when he is dead. . . . . . . . . . ????