Keep hurting me...

I want to check my stamina. People are with full hands of thorns,and they keep teasing me..those who call "munafiq"to others,they themselves d''t know the meaning of this word.In my dictionary"Life is never about the people who act true in front of you...It is always about the people who remain true behind you....Im still unable to see such a person in my life. I wont comment here about me.people act like dual personality..but some people have multiple personalities. For different people they wear different face mask.. Still they say doors are closed.. No no doors never closed.they still open but now for "man pasand" . "Door might be open...is another wrong concept.doors of heart can never be open if once they are closed..if one say now door is close and it might be open or it will be open later...it means they have surity that new comer will come inside soon..i'm silent over their thinkings and mentality. They are always irritator for those who are not their "manpasand". They think and act in a way and assume that silent people cant see anything..they think"aankh oojhal,pahar oojhal" but pahar is still there..having another sight on the world..silence does'nt mean that everything is calm..to know the truth by digging is very painful.. But it is better than to remain happy in the world of stupids, who take everything in their own way..remained always away from reality.. I preferred to get hurt by knowing the truth.. And some people are continuously hurting me..."men is nafrat ke akhri hud dekhna chahti hn"...r nafrat phelany sy nafrat he milti hy...people should stop thinking that by giving thorns they ll get flowers... And from me they ll get only silence.. The land where i planted the flowers,that land is now covered with walls and the door within the walls are closed forever. It will remain close till my death..everyone knows flowers can't survive without water,and air..after the death of flowers ,land also has become barren..no life in that..hay kuch esi hee baat jo chup hoon..