Last night was very painful....I came back from campus at Maghrib.My mood was okay after coming
back to home.I always feel fresh when I reached home..
I spent time in campus with Iffi...He was sick from few days...
.He came to campus yesterday on my call.I had to handed over my USB for more lectures...
While talking to him he discussed about his sister...he wanted to share the problem of his sister from many days...yesterday he shared and I told him about the real problem of her sister.
When I listened the detail case history of his sister and I checked the symptoms of her according to DSM-IV
I came to know that she is suffering from personality problem. Its not a very severe problem..It can be treated.
But when I opened the book of Clinical to write some techniques to help the sis of iffi i felt something has
broken in me..The book that opened was of clinical Psy...And Miss Yasmeen taught us that subject in detail..
.I saw the pages where she asked us to make some points and headings...she asked to highlight the important
headings and words...All book I opened and every page had some memory of her..I felt she is whispering in
my ears...I was listening her voice .I felt I am in psy Lab of Wah college.All my fellows sitting around me..
We four friends sitting in fIrst row..Because I always preferred to sit in first line..and Miss Yasmeen teaching us....Daily I see this book and of Abnormal Psy in my room..but I never thought one day these books will bring
out tears in my eyes..I felt fear of loosing people in my heart...My hands got freeze..I couldn't read even a single
word in that book...I shared my this feeling with Manoo..Izaa and with Lala...I said to Lala ab yeh chezein bhe
mje takleef dain ge????? Lala said close that book and don't think anything..just talk something else...
But I couldn't relax myself at that time...Tears were rolling out again and again...Kuch log itnay qeemti hotay hen
magr hmen unke value ka ehsas un k janay k baad hota hy....You are lovable Miss Yasmeen..We all miss you
Alot....
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